Posts tagged personal.

To all of you who keep posting inspirational things on my dash (I’m looking at you retromantique )

Thank you. Thank you. I know it wasn’t intended for me or anything but I really need to see things like this right now.
I’m doing the best that I can. I’m taking my time, but I still feel overwhelmed. And it makes me feel like I’m failing somehow. Like I’m failing everyone.
But when I see these things I think maybe I can keep trying.
“I’m going to make that doctors appointment,”
“I’m going to go back to my therapist,”
“I’m going to take my medication”
“Its okay to sleep in”
“Its okay to take a break”
“Its okay to cry”

You have no idea how much little things like inspirational quotes can help.

OK I love you guys.
I’ve been reblogging all of them so I can read them again later.

5 days ago on 10/17/14 at 11:20am

I doodled this on my phone. Wowow so productive.

#anime  #manga  #OC  #personal  #mine  
6 days ago on 10/15/14 at 05:50pm


I`m really tired of finding my pictures uncredited on the internet. It`s not a big deal if you want to use one of my pictures for something as long as you provide proper credit. But it`s REALLY not okay when people are making money from a picture of YOUR face.

Like this, which my friend JUST contacted me about

And we can`t forget when this happened.

I`ve found my pictures on pintrest, other tumblogs, blogspot, even dating websites for creepy dudes with bald fetishes.  I`m actually soo mad right now.

2 weeks ago on 10/07/14 at 07:37pm

Ya, hi. I did my makeup because I was bored~
I think I’m just about over my tummy flu too! :3

2 weeks ago on 10/07/14 at 12:33pm

Anonymous asked: I`ve been following you for two years and I just want to say I really enjoy your blog. I was wondering though, why don`t you post as consistantly as you used to. It seems like you`ll post frequently for a few months and then your blog activity will kinda drop off. Does this have anything to do with your illnesses? Are you doing okay

Aw, thank you! I really appreciate it!
Yeah, my blog updates aren’t as frequent as of late because of my health. Sometimes that isn’t the case though. Sometimes life gets in the way, or I don’t have time to post because of work/school or whatever. I do my best to stay on top of things though. 

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2 weeks ago on 10/04/14 at 11:37pm

So my debit card fell down an elevator shaft yesterday. Gr8.

2 weeks ago on 10/02/14 at 09:23am

Sudden anxiety. Not ok.

#personal  #wtf  
3 weeks ago on 09/30/14 at 12:00am

Ahhh it actually went really well. I was feeling anxious and panicky all day but my sister was there so that helped! We placed third!! And There were so many people who approached us afterwards and told us how good our show was. I feel so happy!
Although, I still felt really awkward while I was up there ; - ;

3 weeks ago on 09/29/14 at 03:34pm

I’m so anxious for this hair show today. ;-;

I think everything will be okay…
I’ve never done a runway performance before. ;-; I don’t even act.

3 weeks ago on 09/28/14 at 11:00am

Anonymous asked: Have you tried gothic lolita wigs usa?

I did look at Cosplay Wigs USA and Gothic Lolita Wigs, too. The closest wig to what I would need is a Zatsune wig. Which are much longer than I would need. Also, the pigtails are really thick and large, so I would have to cut off a lot of hair. (I asked a girl on tumblr who cosplayed Azusa, and she told me the same thing)
Getting a plain straight black wig but I don’t want to risk not being able to style it properly.

#ask  #cosplay  #wig  #reply  #personal  #K-ON!  #Keion  
3 weeks ago on 09/26/14 at 11:54am

ok i need your help u guise

I’ve found a few wigs online for my Azu-nyan cosplay~
I’ve never ordered anything online so I’m not familiar with online shops/ what to look for to determine of the product quality is good.

So far, I haven’t found many wig reviews on Azusa/ K-ON! Cosplays at all (I’m not sure if it’s because it’s not a common cosplay… or maybe it’s just because I’m not into cosplay and I’m not sure what to look for)

Anyway, so these are the wigs I found:

  1. Ebay wig (I messaged a Cosplayer on tumblr about her Azusa wig, and she told me she found hers on ebay)
  2. gkouko wig
  3. cosplayanimewigs
  4. Cosplayfu wig
  5. Amazon wig

I’m going to order my costume, Circle Lenses and wig this week, ; - ;
I’m nervousss

3 weeks ago on 09/26/14 at 10:49am

Attention followers~~

So I decided I’m going to cosplay Asuza from K-on! for halloween~
i already have the circle lenses I need picked out, but I still need a wig.
I don’t own any wigs and I’m not really all that familiar with online shops.
If any of you could send me links to some nice quality/ relatively inexpensive black, twin-tail wigs I would be so grateful. Ok I luv you guise.

4 weeks ago on 09/24/14 at 09:01am

Psychedelic kitty sweater. Wowow.

4 weeks ago on 09/23/14 at 10:37am

Good morning ~~
My eyebrows look gr8 today

#me  #personal  #selca  #hi  
1 month ago on 09/21/14 at 10:59am

Sorry about the shitty text posts I just can’t stop thinking tonight.


1 month ago on 09/18/14 at 11:29pm