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Its my birthday and I’m not sure how I feel about turning 22 ._.
Who wants to meet up at some point in Montreal between July 31st- August 6th? My boyfriend and I are going to Osheaga this year~~
I hate people who use shock collars and electrical fences. Why do human fucking beings think they’re entitled enough to stop an animal from using one of its only forms of communication????
My mom wants to get our 14 week old maltese puppy a shock collar because she doesn’t want a “yappy dog”. Obviously I’m against it. Part of her problem is that when we got Yogi, she expected him to be like our dog Sandy, who passed away last year. She was really docile, quiet and laid back. I told her not to expect that from another dog, because all dogs are different and have different personalities. But no matter what I told her, she would say things to try and convince herself that this puppy is like Sandy.
The breeder we got him from are really good at what they do, you can tell that they love their animals, and they keep them all really healthy, they don’t over breed their dogs, they make sure all the puppies see a vet before you take them home, they offer lineage papers, and they even make you sign a non-breeding contract. But they’re still breeders and their job is to sell you those puppies, so I’m sure they told her what she wanted to hear when my mom spoke to them about Sandy.
Yogi is just a puppy so he still mouths your hands a lot and chew on things and barks and nips at you when he wants to play. I’m doing my best to train him properly to get him out of these habits, but it seems like I’m the only one doing this and my mom tries to teach him how to act in ways that are agressive and just plain ineffective. A lot of his behaviours will more than likely sort themselves out when he gets older, because like I said he’s still a puppy. It’s just frustrating. I don’t think My mom was ready to get another dog. We had Sandy for 14 years, losing her was really traumatizing for everyone.
She just wants another Sandy. I don’t think she’ll ever realize she won’t have that again, and getting another dog to attain that isn’t going to make anyone happy. It’s upsetting for me too, because I hate seeing her try to replace her. Like giving him her toys and stuff. It makes me so mad. i love this new puppy, and I want him to be happy and healthy. I’m really mad that she wants to get him a shock collar and I don’t know what to do about it. I’ve told her many times that there are more effective ways to train a dog, but she just gets mad and calls me a know-it-all. :(
Surprise! My sister Kayla and I are actually starting a style project this summer! Here are a few sneak peak shots for our first post! More info coming soon you guys!! 😊💜
I’m so excited~~
Kayla and I have something exciting coming up in the next few days so stay tuned u guise
Thank you everyone for being so kind and understanding. I’ve been going through a lot lately emotionally, and it’s been difficult for me to cope. But I’m trying really hard to get through it all.
frillypinkdreams : Thank you sweetheart. You’re one of my biggest supporters on here, honestly. You’re such a kind girl. I can’t express how much your sweet messages have helped me. I hope you’re doing well xox
picaq: I’m sorry, that must be really hard. :( <3 But you know what? There are still people who love and care for you. I understand completely how you feel, and sometimes it’s really hard to see it that way when you’re feeling alone. But I promise you’re not. I hope that things get better for you at school <3
yamneko : <33 It’s been a really rough few weeks. I think sometimes we overlook what we have. I know I have people who care, and maybe I DO need more people in my life, it’s just hard for me to see whats in front of me, especially when I’m going through a rough patch. I hope things get better for you, and I hope that feeling of loneliness goes away one day,
k4yleen: You’re not “pointless” or anything like that, okay? You’re important, and special and I hope that those feelings leave you for good one day. Stay strong okay??
That awkward moment when you feel like none of your friends even think about you, or miss you despite not seeing them for months, or even years at a time.
And most definitely don’t want to hang out with you. So you feel like a lonely piece of trash all the time.
But seriously I wish I had a best friend. I mean I have my sister, and I love her, but other than Kayla and my boyfriend I don’t really have anyone else.
I don’t even really see her that often either because she’s always at her boyfriend’s or has other plans.
Which is like, cool because I realize she has a life and other friends and stuff.
I just made myself really upset so I’m sitting in bed crying like a moron
Ahahaha I’m pathetic.
My puppy looks like something you’d powder your face with tbh.
Oh no that’s OK. I’ll just sit here in the dark, all by myself.
i have never read anything more blatantly written by a man before
ugh no dont go for the nerds like
they tend to be really wrapped up in their stupid nerd egos and their stupid work and really inconsiderate of other people’s emotions and like out of touch from everything
date someone who gets u and makes you happy
seriously don’t date nerds
it`s okay to go for a partner who has common interests, even if they are “nerdy”. But like, a lot of dudes who claim to be nerds will completely dismiss your nerdiness because you`re a girl and you couldn’t POSSIBLY be a REAL FAN of Scifi/Fantasy/Comics/Anime/Video Games/etc because girls only do that for ATTENTION.
I can’t tell you how many “nerdy guys” have “tested” my knowledge about such things or attempted to make me look stupid because I told them I watch anime/ read comics and manga/ play video games, etc
Not one of them succeeded though.
Although a lot of them with just disagree on your personal opinion about such things to make themselves seem more knowledgeable, simply because you’re a girl with an opinion.